Well then we're both fucked. If you're the real one I'm sorry, you have to deal with Mama and Papa.
[Private to Kea]
Basically he told me that there's no way he'll ever be drunk enough to fuck me which sounds like a dismissal to me. I'm pretty sure he knows everything and that was the way he was trying to let me down easy or something. Basically I've been going back and forth between being very drunk and panic attacks. So it's been fun. Barely managed to keep it together around him but I need a break. He's acting like everything's normal and I'm going to need a little bit to get myself back to 'normal' again.