Aragaki Yui (yuibo) wrote in candypop, @ 2008-12-15 23:57:00 |
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15th of December 2008, Yui and Jin
It was definitely bedtime, but it was actually quite early compared to when Jin usually got to bed. If you asked Yui this was a very good thing though, because he needed the rest and tomorrow morning wouldn’t be awfully early either, so maybe they’d get to actually spend some time together then while they were actually awake. She really looked forward to just linger in bed together and so she quietly sneaked into the bedroom, thinking that Jin was already fast asleep. As she crawled into bed, she cast a glance at her watch before removing it and then she reached out to turn of the bedside light that had been left on to help guide her to the bed without having to stumble in the dark.
Jin had been half asleep when the door had opened, and even though Yui was really silent and all he woke up as she laid down on her side in the bed. He didn’t mind though, he had been half asleep for a while after all so he was fine now. He realized that Yui most likely thought he was completely asleep though and thus he would have to do the first move… Which he did by moving closer so he was laying rather close to her back and then easily let his arm go from under his cover, in under hers so he could hold her around her waist… or at least so that his hand rested on her stomach.
“Mm…,” he hummed then, smiling a little at the feeling of lying like this. It felt so right after all, which could of course be because it was, but it was a nice feeling… he didn’t get a chance to feel it too often lately.
Feeling the shifting in the bed, Yui realized that she wasn’t the only one awake, contrary to what she’d thought and as he with a hum embraced her, she couldn’t help but smile. She had thought she would’ve had to wait until morning for something like this after all.
“You still awake?” she whispered, even though there was no one left in the room to wake. It was more like the moment would get ruined, get frightened and run away if she used too loud a voice. “I thought you’d fall asleep right away. Aren’t you tired?”
Putting her hand on top of Jin’s, she caressed the slightly dry skin a bit as she waited. Tomorrow, before the young man headed off to work, Yui would make sure to put some lotion on his hands so the skin would be smooth again.
“A bit…,” Jin whispered in reply as he reached up a little with his head so he could smell her hair. It smelled really nice, really Yui and that was really… it was a nice, rather small detail that reminded him of that he was home… even if Yui was there in person, it had always been the small details that really mattered. She mattered a lot though, but that went without saying.
“Will sleep soon, but you’re here now…,” he continued and then lifted his head just a little bit so he could get a big closer and kiss her neck carefully. He was way too tired to think of anything more than that right now though… which kind of sucked, he really loved sex and all after all, but he was still pretty damn tired… and it wasn’t sure that Yui would be okay with it, but she was always okay with this so there was no way he’d get rejected.
Feeling a pair of warm lips against her skin, Yui honestly was a bit surprised, but then it tugged at the corners of her lips again. Somehow this was very much like Jin. Not that she complained, she loved him for him after all, but she couldn’t help but be slightly amused. Figuring there was no use in laying coldly with her back to him, she with a little bit of effort with the stomach and all turned around so that she could face the other.
“So you don’t want to sleep quite yet…?” she asked cheerfully, but still hushed, even though she already knew the answer. Jin wasn’t that hard to read really.
Smiling tiredly at his fiancée, Jin shook his head a little as he let his hand move up and over her arm. For some reason it never ceased to amaze him, how smooth her skin was even though she was pregnant and so busy and… just generally, an adult. It wasn’t all adults that had such luck with their skin after all, some people had really bad skin, but Yui had… Yui was kind of perfect. He thought that a lot, didn’t he? In one day, wonder how many times that thought crossed his mind? That his girlfriend was perfect, the ideal girlfriend really…
“Not yet…,” he whispered in reply and leaned forward to place a quick kiss on her lips. “Want to enjoy this a bit longer…”
Smiling at the sleepy man, Yui moved forward a bit so she could award him with a kiss in return for struggling so hard to stay awake for just this moment and as she felt the hand on her arm pulling her closer, asking her to stay, she did and allowed for the kiss to deepen. As their lips gently embraced each other, she lifted her hands to Jin’s chest and ran her fingertips across the slightly washed-out fabric of his t-shirt. Inhaling a deep breath through her nose though, she let one of those hands slide up and into Jin’s soft curls, even though they weren’t as curly now as they had previously been.
It was kind of crazy to think that there had been a time when Jin and Yui hadn’t been together. Sure, they hadn’t been together for even a year, but it felt as if they’d been together forever or something… even when they hadn’t.
As the kiss broke, Jin smiled as he let the back of his hand run over Yui’s cheek before pulling her a bit closer again. He really treasured moments like these with her; he loved having her close and not feeling that he had to get up in a minute or two. It was somehow recharging, just getting to spend time with her like this without actually doing anything…
“I love you.”
If you asked Yui, that was a phrase that could easily be worn out, used too much and in situations when it had no weight, but Jin was good at only saying them when they came out really heartfelt and so every time she heard him declare his love for her, she felt really touched.
“I love you too,” she replied very quietly, nursing her lip between her teeth in a shy sort of happiness for a moment, then got as bold as to reach out for another kiss.
Smiling into the kiss this time, Jin moved a bit closer as he let his hand run down on Yui’s back. Eventually letting it stay at the small of her back as he knew she hurt there from time to time now, that she was in the late stages of her pregnancy. Actually it was kind of scary, to think that it was so close, that he would become a father soon but it would all go well… he was actually rather confident about it. But then again, probably there was no way you could actually prepare yourself for becoming a parent… at least not emotionally.
“Are you tired?” Jin asked after a few seconds after the kiss had passed, not really sure of what else to say. Of course he didn’t really have to say anything; no one really forced him to, but just laying silent when he could actually talk to her, talk to her about all those things he kept on thinking of, it actually felt a bit pointless. Though, now that he could, he honestly couldn’t remember anything of what he had been thinking of earlier today.
“Not too bad,” Yui admitted and blinked her eyes once before looking up intently at Jin’s again that her eyes could now somewhat make out in the dark. “I slept in this morning after all, so just a little. You’re probably much more tired. You’ve had many long days now.”
Smiling mildly, the pregnant young woman began tracing his brow and lips with a gentle exploring finger as if trying to get a clearer view of the other than the lack of light in the room would allow her. She knew his face by heart already though, from the slight quick on his lips as he smiled to the deep color and pattern of his irises. Whenever they talked, she liked to study his face down to such details so she really knew them well by now.
“But I’m sure you work even more than me, with the little one and normal work too,” Jin whispered in reply as he closed his eyes while enjoying how Yui carefully touched him. It was quite a nice feeling after all, somehow it was really nice to feel her hands on him like this. She was always so careful and her hands were so soft… The two of them were really different. Of course Jin could be careful and all too, but they were really different… a bit like black and white – Yui being white of course.
Slowly opening his eyes he looked before him a while, of course not seeing much but once his eyes had adjusted to the dark, he could see at least the most of her and he then leaned forward to put a light kiss on the corner of her mouth.
The light kiss soon turned into more kisses and of more depth, which Yui answered all of them. Behind closed doors, she wasn’t as shy as she maybe seemed after all (though she was still very shy compared to Jin) so whenever he kissed her like this, she really enjoyed it. She really liked it when it became more too or else they wouldn’t have this baby to look forward to and even if the timing maybe wasn’t the best, she didn’t regret it. Humming quietly, she tipped her head back as Jin started trailing his lips downward, but then the sensation was just completely changed and she couldn’t hold back a couple of giggles even though she lifted her hand to somehow block them from escaping her mouth.
“Sorry,” she hurried to apologize once her fiancé had backed up in what probably was surprise or possibly confusion. “Your moustache, it tickled…”
At that Jin couldn’t help but sigh and shake his head. Actually that had been on his mind before, that maybe Yui wouldn’t like it – that it would be uncomfortable for her or something, which had been one of the reasons to why he never really kept it for long. But never once had she reacted like this so now he really couldn’t help but feel… just a little bit embarrassed.
“Sorry,” he apologized though, not quite sure of what else to say as ‘sorry’ was really all he could do. Of course he could get up and shave it off but he quite liked it actually… he would at least keep it for a little while longer. In the long run, Jin would most likely not get a beard or anything, but sometimes he quite liked having this moustache… it never lasted for longer than a month though.
Moving a bit closer to Yui again, Jin claimed her lips before she had had a chance to say anything more.
Yui continued to smile a little into the kiss, unable to hold it back as Jin was being quite adorable. This time she wasn’t tickled though, but rather just caressed tenderly and a hand had even reached around to her lower back where it rubbed along her spine slightly. Due to her growing stomach, that very part of her back had begun aching a bit lately and she was really touched that he’d remembered or maybe it was just a coincidence, but she liked to think that he was doing it purposely. The lips moving against her own though were growing sloppier and sloppier, something Yui recognized as Jin getting too tired and so she left his mouth and placed a small kiss on his forehead instead while her fingers calmly massaged his scalp.
“Mm…,” Jin hummed at that and he moved his head so he would lay as close as possible to her. Honestly he wanted to be awake longer, he wanted to stay awake and be like this a bit more, wanted to kiss Yui more and just make sure she was there with him. But as the tiredness got the better of him, there was no way he was able to keep his eyes open any longer and with Yui doing what she did… it was even more difficult to stay awake.
“Sorry,” he thus mumbled, feeling as if he owe her an apology for being so tired and giving in to it. He knew she liked to be with him after all and if she wasn’t tired, then she would be awake alone now, wouldn’t she? “Tired…”
”It’s okay,” Yui assured and closed her own eyes. She wasn’t as tired as Jin, but it wouldn’t take her long to fall asleep as well. If she just relaxed, then she was sure she could slip off in dreams within ten minutes or so. Placing both her hands at Jin’s chest, liking to have them there for some reason she couldn’t quite explain, she let her breathing slow and let the comfort of the moment lull her slowly towards sleep. “We’ll both be here tomorrow morning as well, so let’s just sleep.”
Jin still had about four hours before he would have to go, which meant that he had four hours during which he could just be with his family… that was really rare and thus he wanted to treasure it as much as possible and memorize every single second.
At the moment he couldn’t do much though as a certain fiancée of his was still sleeping, but just laying in the bed and resting his head against his hand, was enough right now. Being too scared to wake her, he didn’t really touch her or anything, but for now just watching Yui’s sleeping face was more than he’d ask for. She was so pretty like this after all, so very pretty and peaceful. He really loved to see this side of her. Not that she wasn’t pretty and peaceful otherwise, she definitely was, but when like this she was so… calm, calm in a way that wasn’t possible to be when awake.
When Yui woke up, she blinked a bit at the light in the room, but once her sight cleared she soon met Jin’s eyes that looked down at her, a small smile playing on his lips. She couldn’t help but to mirror it back to him as she stretched her arms a little above their heads, as much as the headboard would allow it. As she hit it however, she frowned and looked up, still too newly awake to connect without that glance what it was that she’d actually hit.
“Ah…,” she let out as the pieces of the puzzle fell into place in her head, making a small grimace at how weird her voice had come out. First things said in the morning never sounded quite like normally.
Jin held back a small laugh at that though let the amused smile show to 100% on his lips. He remembered the first times they had slept together like this, when she had been shy to face him in the morning as she had no make-up and looked completely newly awake. Of course, Yui had never been the type to wear a lot of make-up but she wore some and in her mind it probably showed quite a lot? Jin had never understood that reasoning. He really loved seeing her like this though, seeing her first thing in the morning… somehow she was really, really beautiful like this. Even more beautiful than she was in all those magazines and calendars she was in… Though of course she was pretty then too, just not as pretty.
“Slept well?” he whispered after a while, not planning on getting up any time soon and thus decided to keep his voice down.
“Mmm,” Yui hummed in response, then blinked some more, trying to get her bearings right before she said something else. She knew there were people who could just open their eyes and function fully from that moment, but she herself was nothing like that. “You…?”
Rubbing the bridge of her nose, she glanced up at her fiancé for a second before she shuffled a bit closer so she could nuzzle the shirt he had been sleeping in a bit. Some maybe thought it unpleasant, the smell of a shirt that had been worn an entire night, but while the stench of sweat certainly wasn’t pleasant, Yui actually liked it when the clothes didn’t just smell detergent anymore. This smell now was just Jin and many times when she’d had to go asleep alone had the smell of his pillow or his cover made her feel less lonely.
“Wonderful…,” Jin mumbled in reply as he looked down on the girl that was no lying a lot closer. Probably it was wrong of him to think like this now, when Yui had just woken up and she obviously just wanted some closeness… and not the kind he was considering, but it had been… a while since the last time, hadn’t it?
Reaching down to kiss Yui’s neck, he smiled a little to himself. He wouldn’t really push it, but if Yui would end up taking a hint immediately and then not mind, then he definitely wouldn’t say no. But if not… he would just have to… maybe hurry home from work.
Yui didn’t get the hint immediately, but then again, she didn’t get much at all yet, more than that she liked it where she was, but as her mind cleared more and more, Jin’s way of adorning her with kisses and touching became more and more obvious. It wasn’t really extreme or anything, but she knew this kind of body language already.
“Jin…,” she let out, but not sternly or as if she wanted to say more. There was just an appreciating tone to her voice as she wouldn’t really mind. As embarrassing as it was to admit, she quite liked it, but it’d been a while now. During periods of the pregnancy she hadn’t felt like it at all and now with the growing stomach, it was growing more and more complicated to do anything. That didn’t mean she didn’t want to try though and if Jin had such thoughts, well… then she wasn’t the one to stop him. Not this morning at least.
At first the older one just hummed in reply to that. He liked it when she said his name, it sounded really, really right. Just like when his friends said it – it sounded really great when Tomohisa called him Jin too, because he said it in that way that only Tomohisa could and that proved that they were friends – best friends even, a little bit like family. When Yui said it, it felt just like that… almost like that, only better. As if she was the right person to say his name in that way only a girlfriend – wife – would be allowed to.
Pulling back a little bit, Jin looked questioningly down at Yui, not quite sure of what that tone in her voice had meant. He liked to think that he knew her well enough to be able to tell everything just by the tiniest hint, but then again he had never been too good with reading people…
“…no?”
Yui shook her head then, because that was not what she’d meant. She hadn’t really meant anything with saying his name after all, had just wanted to say it. It was a name she really liked after all (even if she didn’t like it as much as she liked its owner of course). To make sure Jin didn’t continue to misunderstand though, she hid her face before she spoke her mind.
“I want to as well…,” she said quietly and felt her cheeks heat up a little as she would never get quite used to saying such things out loud. Jin needed to hear them from time to time though as he wasn’t very confident otherwise. He often got unsure and being very careful and protective of her, he wouldn’t continue unless he was sure things were okay. Yui was really fortunate to have met such a person.
Even though it was relief he felt more than anything right now, nothing of that showed on his face as a grin instead spread on his lips.
“Lucky me,” he commented in a low voice before leaning down to kiss Yui’s shoulder again and at the same time let a hand run down from her waist to her thigh. Eventually they would have to change position of course, but for now this was perfectly okay.
Once the embarrassment faded, Yui let out a slightly unsteady breath as Jin’s hands and lips on her felt even greater than she remembered, but she didn’t remain passive just because it was good. Pulling up the shirt she’d previously dug her nose in, she ran her fingertips over his slightly darker skin, every now and then letting her nail brush over it as she knew he liked that at the right places. She was careful to avoid his collarbone though as that had surprised her enough already the first time it had happened. Somehow they’d discovered that if she used her lips instead of her hands, the effect was quite reversed and so once the shirt was gone and out of the picture, she’d adorn them in that very way.
If there was one thing Jin really disliked with Yui being pregnant, it was how it made things so limited when it came to sex. Of course he loved that they would soon have a small baby and that way be a “real” family and he’d be a father and all, but right now the stomach was just in the way. He couldn’t just have her lay on her back either because she had complained at how that felt lately and considering she always only slept on her side they would have to do it this way. Of course he didn’t mind, but he loved being over her… maybe that was weird, maybe it was some sign of him loving to be in charge or something, but he absolutely loved being over her, having to lean down to kiss her et cetera.
As Yui turned her head to look up at him, Jin was quick with claiming her lips and let his hand run over her thigh so it reached her underwear instead.
As the other’s hand trailed south, Yui gasped slightly before she could stop herself, then nursed her lower lip between her teeth to keep from making more embarrassing sounds. She knew that Jin loved them, but she still couldn’t help but feel shy about expressing herself uncontrollably like that. To not pause and hide though, she continued to try getting Jin’s shirt off and managed to pull it over his head, from the back and forward so that he wouldn’t have to move his hands, which ended up with the shirt being even more in the way than before.
Jin couldn’t help but find the whole situation a bit funny though, and thus he let out a small chuckle before withdrawing his hands and helping with getting the shirt out of the way. He didn’t plan on staying without things to do though, and thus he quickly continued with what he was doing, as he felt how Yui kissed his neck.
A part of him wanted to stay like this for quite a while actually, just touch Yui the way he was and feel her lips against his skin like this, but knowing very well that they didn’t have all the time in the world and that things actually could get better, he’d move on to better things soon. In a while. …probably.
Not thinking that far ahead, but rather just focusing on the present, Yui occupied her lips with Jin’s neck and shoulder, moving down towards the collarbone as she tried to not let the moans that evolved in the pit of stomach out. A couple of them managed to slip up though and one came out as a quiet hum, the second one as a muffled whimper. It was really strange how much your body could betray you under the right treatment and Jin certainly knew how to make her lose herself in his arms.
“Jin…,” she breathed out and gripped his shoulder with strength her hands didn’t usually use, before easing up again. Then she shaped her lips around his protruding collar bone, while sending a hand down his stomach, wanting to give him a worthy reward for what he was doing.
“Aah…,” the older one let out at that and with closed eyes tipped his head a little bit back. If this wasn’t the best way to start a morning, he didn’t want to know what was. Breathing slightly heavier, he started to move his fingers a bit faster before leaning his head forward again so he could kiss whatever was closest to him – which happened to be Yui’s head. Kissing hair had never been something he was too fond of, but it worked for now. She was so great though, somehow she managed to make everything so awesome and when it came to her he really loved when she touched his collarbone… not with her hands though but still.
Yui didn’t like to just lay there and do nothing, but it was getting hard to concentrate on doing anything but just tensing up and feel the waves of pleasure wash over. She tried to continue kiss his collarbone, tried to return the pleasure in the nether regions too, but it was getting really difficult. Moaning against Jin’s skin a few times, she ultimately gave up and retreated a bit for air. Her breaths came rapid and shallow and her face had taken a look she only had in moments like these, a face that only Jin had seen.
Breathing heavily against her, Jin blinked a couple of times as he looked down at the girl before him. She was just so amazing really, and the way she tried but failed over and over again and the small moans that escaped her lips were just a few of those things that he absolutely loved about her. Eventually he slowed down what he was doing though, not wanting for her to get too close too soon, but he didn’t stop completely but instead just moved slower.
“Yui…,” he whispered after a little while as he lowered his head slightly so he could kiss her forehead. “Turn around…?”
Turn around? Why did he want her to turn around? It took Yui a few seconds to connect, but once she did understand that he was quite literarily trying to think a way around her stomach, she blushed a little and nodded. All hands withdrawing to their owners for a short while, the young woman with a bit of effort turned in the bed so she had her back to Jin. If she was to be honest, this felt a little awkward really, to not be able to see her fiancé, but she trusted him and so it was okay. This probably was the best position anyway with her being in her current state, so she didn’t complain. She still wished a little she could’ve been able to see him though.
“Like that…?” she whispered once done to confirm she hadn’t misunderstood him.
“Mm…,” Jin hummed in reply then and he hurried to move closer so he could take one hand around her hips – just below the stomach – and kiss her neck. Of course he would have to fix this whole matter that was underwear eventually, but for now he was happy with just being able to touch her and lay close like this.
Closing her eyes again, Yui tried to get back into the mood, but it was a bit difficult in this slightly strange position, but as if feeling her small amount of discomfort, Jin managed to make it all go away pretty soon. Even though he at times felt he had to ask a lot to be sure, Yui thought he knew her very well anyway, probably much better than he thought he did. At least he knew how to make her feel this good and while it was far from the most important thing in a relationship, it was important or else they could just be very good friends, which she quite preferred them not to be.
Maybe it was weird of him – though he was pretty sure it wasn’t, from what he had heard from his friends – but with Yui being pregnant he couldn’t help but find her more attractive. Even if the stomach was in the way and it made things a bit complicated, he really liked her like this. Sure, her mood swings were a pain in the ass really, but overall it wasn’t that bad.
Jin knew very well that Yui quite liked doing just this and not more, it had happened more times than he could count really, but right now he felt a bit as if he didn’t have time. It felt a bit as if he had to hurry up and for that reason he soon started to pull down her underwear.
When they finally moved on to the main act, the young woman whimpered slightly and arched her back in response to what Jin was doing to her. As they became one again, she drew in a deep breath that she held for a while to ultimately let go of with a tremble. In order to somehow return all the attention her fiancé had paid her body, she grabbed hold of the other’s hand and placed butterfly kisses at all of the five fingertips, then put it against her chest, right above her heart.
Jin had never been the kind to actually talk during sex. He knew there were people who did – had even heard about a friend who had talked to his girlfriend about what would happen tomorrow and who would take care of the dishes – but he had never been too fond of having to talk and think about what to say. He didn’t need to actually concentrate on what he was doing too much, but talking just seemed like a completely useless thing to do.
Whispering his fiancée’s name had never been a bad thing though, and thus he did as he kissed her neck and her cheek every now and then, while moving in a steady rhythm. It honestly wasn’t the best ever, but it definitely was good enough, great even.
Yui could agree with that, there had been better times, more intense encounters, but there was something about this that still made it special. Maybe it was just that, that it wasn’t so intensive, maybe it had to do with that they were able to enjoy this together despite the stage of her pregnancy that she was in or maybe it was just that they hadn’t had much time lately. It was possible it was all of those even. Yui didn’t really know, but she knew that she felt safe in Jin’s arms, felt really loved in their slow lovemaking. Then he said her name and she could only hum contently in response, the sound tuning out in a moan.
His breath slowly grew heavier and moaning lowly against Yui’s neck, he started moving just a little bit faster. It wasn’t that he thought of things going too slow, definitely not, but it was just how things happened naturally. It got better and better and that made him want to get to the really good part soon.
Breathing her name over and over again, Jin sucked a little on her skin before finally tensing and then push forward one last time. Normally he’d try to last longer, but it was just something about this position that made it impossible – something that made Jin a bit torn between loving and hating it, really.
Feeling Jin empty himself inside her, Yui’s body calmed down as well as if it was satisfied with just that. She didn’t complain over how soon it was over though, because it felt good – good to have done it and good that it was over. Now she just basked in the aftermath and wished it wouldn’t take so much effort to turn around again. Instead she just placed a few more kisses on her fiancé’s hand and smiled contently to herself. Then she chuckled a little as she snuggled back into Jin’s embrace, unable to not be a little amused by the situation. It was not every day you woke up like this after all.
Smiling a little at that, despite having absolutely no idea of what it was that was so funny, Jin held on to Yui a bit tighter and let his hands run over her chest and then down over her stomach.
“What’s funny?” he asked in a low voice after a while, having caught his breath and all now. He really didn’t understand though… Sure, this wasn’t a time to be sad or anything, but more than anything he just really liked where he was; it was nice and warm and really… the place he would call his favorite place ever. Before Yui he would claim that to be the bed but now that he was in bed with Yui? How could it not be?
Yui hummed and shook her head in response, then let out another shy laugh. It was just such a great morning.
“I was just thinking that… there are worse ways to start the day,” she said and started to turn around so she could face Jin again, having to take it a little bit at the time as she wasn’t exactly agile with the growing baby inside of her. In fact, the stomach made her feel quite clumsy even, but as Jin had claimed on several occasions that he liked her just like this, she wasn’t too troubled by it, save for when things took frustratingly much more time to do than they normally did. Tying shoelaces for example was getting really troublesome, but having something so small and vulnerable inside of you, sometimes moving around to remind you of that it was in there, it made it worth every single one of all the troubles – from the small ones to the biggest hassles.
Once he realized what it was that Yui was hinting at, Jin let out a small hum in reply. That was of course true, there were way many worse ways to start the day, but this just now had made sure that today would be great. Of course, waking up next to Yui and just do nothing would have made the day just as great though. But this added something extra…
“I guess,” he commented once she had turned so she was facing him again. Smiling down at Yui, he then reached down to place a quick kiss on her lips. “Quite like this way.”
Yui couldn’t more than agree and expressed herself with another nod while crawling so close that their noses touched. Of course, one couldn’t really look at the other this way, but at times it was nice to just touch. They couldn’t stay for too long because she needed to have breakfast for two and Jin ought to be hungry too after a long night and then some… morning exercise that he stood for the most part of as usual.
“Are you hungry…?” she asked just to make sure though, in her head going through what they had at home, trying to figure out what she could make with it that would be both nutritious and healthy, but most of all would help them through the first half of the day in good shape.
“Always hungry,” Jin immediately replied in a low whisper before kissing Yui one more time. He could definitely have some of Yui’s breakfast right now and at any time really – her cooking was great, no matter how little confidence she had in it. Jin had a theory though, he was convinced she knew she was a great cook only she didn’t like to talk about it and thus said she wasn’t. She was the best though.
“Help me up…?” Yui asked as she concluded the matter settled. If Jin was hungry and she was hungry, then there was no reason not to get some breakfast other than that the bed was comfortable of course, but it wouldn’t be so for much longer if she was left hungry. Pushing the covers aside, she noted in the pack of her mind that she’d need to change those later, but that was for later. Right now she just wanted to enjoy the rare luxury of a full morning with Jin.
Easily pulling up his underwear so they were more comfortable again, Jin hummed cheerfully as he quickly got out of bed and then walked around it so he would end up on Yui’s side. She sat up now though and while he knew she wanted to get up, he wouldn’t let her just yet.
Crouching before her, Jin smiled softly as he stroke her stomach a little.
“Good morning you,” he said, obviously greeting the child in there that would be out within two months. That was pretty crazy to think of. “Behave today ‘kay? So mom won’t hurt, okay?”
As Jin talked, Yui just sat back and smiled, silently reminding herself of how lucky she was to have such a great family. Sure, one part of it hadn’t quite entered the world yet, but even now they were already three. Especially whenever Jin spoke to the baby like this did it feel like it was already born and Yui could easily imagine what it would be like the day when they finally got to take their child home from the hospital. A part of her was of course a little bit scared, like would their child be healthy, would she be a good mother and so on, but mostly she just felt expectant and excited.
“And think a little of dad when he goes to work,” she added once her fiancé was done, first looking at her growing stomach and then over at the man before her. “Dad is working hard for you, you know.”
Chuckling a little at that, Jin just shook his head and then reached up to place some of Yui’s hair behind her ear.
“Not only for him, you know…,” he mumbled but then quickly realized that he wasn’t really sure he was right with that. “Or her…”
Honestly Jin sort of wanted to have a boy though. Of course he wanted to have a girl too and he was sure of that no matter what it would be, he would love it just as much, but he definitely wanted to have a son one day.
Not doubting that Jin would love the child no matter the gender, Yui just smiled at that and made no comment. It only made sense though in her mind that a father would wish for a son, just like a mother would wish for a daughter. A father had more to teach a son after all and a mother more to teach a daughter. Or at least Yui thought it was like that, but now that she gave it a thought, maybe it could be quite the opposite. Boys were born boys and so maybe knew how to be boys instinctively and thus needed a mother to teach them the rest and then the other way around for girls. Well… whichever way it was, she would get to learn in just a couple of months.
“It’s quite amazing isn’t it….,” she suddenly let out, smiling some at the bulging tummy, tipping her head to the side. “That we’re having a baby…”
Thinking of it for a while, Jin only nodded in reply at first. That was quite amazing, that they were having a baby… that Yui was pregnant and within two months they would both be parents. They would have a little person that was… it was theirs. It was a part of both of them…
“I think…,” he said then, wanting to cover the ears of the baby but as he had no idea of where the small ears were, he simply put both hands on Yui’s stomach. “I think… it… it must have been the best… mistake ever…”
Letting out a soundless giggle, Yui placed her hands on top of Jin’s, remembering that she’d decided to put lotion on them, and nodded her head just like Jin had done to the things she’d said. It had been a mistake, her getting pregnant, but she had no regrets about it. The child growing in her stomach wasn’t hard to love and the father of the child was someone she loved too. What was there to regret?
“Let’s… properly plan for the next one though,” she added, of course wanting there to be a next one, but she probably hadn’t really voice those thoughts much before. All focus had been on this first one after all.
Quickly looking up at Yui then, Jin just blinked in reply at first. Of course he had always had in mind to have more children, to have about three or four or something – he loved kids, he wanted many of them. But he hadn’t really talked to Yui about it before and even though two children wasn’t too much, they had never even mentioned having more than one, but now she said that they would get another one?
Before long, a small smile spread over Jin’s lips and he nodded in reply.
“Sounds like a good idea…”
Silence fell over the room then and the two just sat smiling at each other, but then Yui’s thoughts got back to the idea that she’d had since yesterday and decided to pick up on it now. They had said to get breakfast of course, but this wouldn’t take long.
“Could you get my lotion from the bathroom?” she requested, figuring it would be quicker if Jin got it. “The pale yellow bottle, should be on the second shelf, I think…”
“Huh? Why?” Jin immediately asked then, not understanding at all why she was saying that suddenly. Maybe she was dry somewhere? Looking down at the hand covering his, Jin turned his hands to he could stroke his thumbs over them but not feeling anything but Yui’s skin being soft just like it should be, he didn’t really understand. Maybe it was on the stomach or something? That wasn’t dangerous for the baby or anything, was it?
Seeing the confusion and worry in Jin’s eyes, Yui realized that maybe it had been better if she’d said why before she said what as Jin’s ideas could spin off quite crazily when inspired. Holding up her hands in a pacifying motion, she hurried to give him an explanation in simple terms.
“It’s nothing to worry about! I just noticed before falling asleep yesterday that your hands are a bit dry,” she told him, then put her hands down in her lap as the message seemed to sink in. “So don’t worry, okay? I’ll just put on some lotion and they’ll be fine.”
Letting his eyes linger at his fiancée for a little while, Jin then let out a small ‘ah’ as he understood and then immediately looked down at his own hands.
“Aah…,” he said again and nodded as he realized too that his hands were a bit dry. “But I’ll shower now… while you fix breakfast?” he continued and looked up at Yui again. She had done that before; taken care of his hands like that, and to be honest he quite liked it so there was no way he’d miss out on this.
“But… after that? Before eating…?” She was really good with how she touched him after all. Her hands were really soft and all and it made him feel really nice… for some reason, maybe that was weird? Did that mean he had a hand fetish? It couldn’t possibly mean that… but anyway, Yui’s hands were really nice.
“Okay?”
”Okay,” Yui replied to that with a broad smile and started trying to get up from the bed so she could make the promised breakfast, very soon getting a helping hand and a small push in the back from Jin. “Thank you…”
Once she was on her feet, she tried to decide whether to get changed into something else for now or to stay in what she’d slept in, but then she realized that their little morning act had left their mark on both underwear and a little on the nightgown too somehow. Walking up to the drawers, she sent a happy glance over at Jin who didn’t waste the opportunity to throw her a wink. It was so typical him that she couldn’t help but feel even more cheerful. Mm, today would be a really good day, she was certain of it.