"It's..." Okay? "Well, 'okay' is a relative term, I guess. Because I haven't...I don't know, turned yet, for lack of a better word, I still only heal as fast as a human. But the broken bones weren't as bad as the fact that my father sent me to my step-brother's room afterward, while I was all traumatized and doped up pain meds, in the hopes that I would feed on him and kill him."
Inari shuddered at the memory. "Thank God, Harry was still in love with his ex, and neither one of them had been--you know--intimate with anybody else since they'd split up, or it would have been all over. As it was, my first kiss only left me with second degree burns on my lips, instead of a dead body. But still..." She raised her mouth fingers to her mouth for a moment, and closed her eyes, trying not to think about things like that too evocatively. The last thing she wanted was to vamp out on anyone. When she opened them again, she wrapped her arms around herself shrugged.
"It's scary, Sookie. Like a really, really grim faerie tale, where true love's kiss could break my curse, but there's no way of knowing until the morning after if your prince is even going to live. I love Daniel. I've seen inside his soul, and I trust him with my life--but sometimes I'm not sure I trust myself with his."