This girl, oh wait I was talking to your friend Marcus' sister yesterday. You know, Ursula? She asked me how I managed to do it. By that, I think she meant how do I not uncontrollably hex anyone who says anything remotely Purist and I told her 'not very well.' I mean, I'm doing okay. I'm not like, crying out of frustration in a corner or anything. Or plotting anyone's demise. But it's getting harder and harder to think people decent. I'm trying. I know this isn't... I know people are stupid and people are scared and that's an ugly combination. And she's having some issue with some of the people she knows and I said "try to remember this isn't the only thing that matters about a person" and she said "isn't it?"
Isn't it?
I don't know how you're handling this aside from 'better than I am.' I guess you and Dad are insulated somewhat. Sick people are sick. You're useful and I bet you don't say anything to anyone about anything. Dad sure as hell doesn't. But aren't you tired? Just a little? I feel like I'm the only one in the family angry Ginny is all into civil disobedience. I'm trying to save my blood for taking a meaningful stand, I guess, rather than just, like, over-saturating things. And there's Miri. And I think Ritchie might just... I don't know. I don't know.
I know this is disjointed. I don't know what I want you to say. Just say something.