Swallowing hard, Nathan stood up, pacing a few steps away and then back again before shaking his head and trudging back towards Jim's house. And it was Jim's house, it was a place that belonged to Jim that Nathan just happened to stay. It was Jim who set the rules and boundaries of their relationship, it was Jim that decided the pace, and it was apparently Nathan who was a gullible idiot while his boyfriend was out fucking other people.
He really didn't know if he could go through this whole thing again.