Her hand fell away and Lexi took in a breath, fingers curling back on her palm to keep herself from touching Adia again. "I lost all rights to fair a long time ago," she said simply, eyes dropping to the floor. "It doesn't matter. I don't matter. So long as he's happy and you're happy, I..." Another breath and Lexi's jaw tightened, voice got thick and hoarse. "I shouldn't even be alive. I shouldn't be here at all. I don't deserve any of this."