When he said that everyone would protect her no matter what she looked down at her hands. They were clasped together tightly in her lap and she sighed deeply. She was well aware of this and it wasn't fare to anyone; they would end their lives trying to protect her. Nessie still had a lot of growing up to do, both mentally and physically, but she was able to understand that life could be a lot more simpler if she wasn't around. "I feel guilty.." Jacob was someone she couldn't lie to her, the whole imprinting thing assured that. "You could die trying to protect me.. Anyone else could die doing it and it's not fair.. Not even the president has as much protection as I do.."
Nessie looked up a Jacob and made sure to keep eye contact with him. "I don't want anything to happen to you or anyone else.. It would hurt me to much to know that someone I care about died because of me.." She used the back of her hand to rub her eyes. They were starting to burn a little as she pushed the tears back.
If it were in her power. Nessie would protect everyone so they didn't have to worry about protecting her. They put their lives on the line all the time for her and she never did anything for them. Maye one day she would be able to protect everyone, but she was helpless right now. She hated it and wished that things didn't have to be this way. "I want everyone to be safe.. I'm so worried about everyone.. I'd do anything to make sure that nothing happens to you."