Louis could not help but think that it was easier said than done, that simple command to relax.
But then, maybe it was supposed to hurt anyway, maybe this was just what sex was, though as the pain started to subside a bit and the flashes of pleasure grew stronger, Louis began to understand why the pain was worth it.
"Oh, god - " he gasped, overwhelmed for a moment as Julius thrust harder and deeper, both hurting him again and inciting a swell of pleasure from deep, deep within his body.
His own hand had stilled for a time but he managed to start stroking again, gripping a little harder to keep his hand from shaking. He wanted to ask if he was doing this right, but the words wouldn't come.