Lorcan Scamander (lorcanx) wrote in breaking_point, @ 2010-08-31 08:28:00 |
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Entry tags: | *complete, 2025 08, character: lorcan scamander, character: scorpius malfoy |
NOTE: Lori to Scor
Who: Lorcan, Scorpius
Where: Hogwarts, Dragon Camp
When: Aug 31, 2025
Summary: Lori misses Scor
He'd put off writing this letter for days. Days he'd spent hating himself, and unable to look in the mirror to meet his own eyes. Days he'd spent looking for a cure for his mother, before admitting that it might not exist. Days spent avoiding Jacob, not that it was hard to do, and hiding in the infirmary, pretending nothing had happened.
It couldn't go on forever, but he wasn't ready to admit even to himself just yet, exactly how much of a bastard he was. Scorpius was never going to forgive him, so Lori was never going to tell him. It might be selfish, but he didn't want to lose the best thing in his life right now, and if he never spoke about it, it never really happened. At least, that's what he told himself as he lay awake at night, trying to sleep. He was never very successful at that.
But he did miss Scor, almost desperately now since...since everything. He wished he could ask Scor to quit the dragons, come up to the castle and be with him. But he wouldn't do that. Despite everything, he knew Scor liked it down there, liked the activity and the flying. He'd been selfish enough, now he had to think of Scor and what was best for him.
Scor,
Sorry I haven't written in awhile, some things have come up. I'm sure you've heard about Uncle Harry and Aunt Ginny. Mum didn't take it well, and is in the infirmary right now. We still don't know what's wrong. She doesn't fit any symptoms really, she's just...away, I guess. I keep thinking she'll snap out of it, but she hasn't yet.
I miss you. How's dragon camp? I'm sorry Healer privileges were cut off down there, but you guys didn't really need us anyway. You're pretty self sufficient down there. How are things? Have you ridden a dragon yet? I know you were looking forward to that. Do you get a day off soon? Let me know, and I'll work my schedule so we can have some time.
I love you.
Lori