She wouldn't tell him, but after seeing those bodies herself, she would have liked it if he never had to see things like that either. "I don't think I could be so detached." To not think about the people? But that's what they were - people - and when you stopped thinking about them like that, then what was the point? Wasn't that what they were fighting for after all? People.
But Dylan was right, she shouldn't have to worry about these sorts of things, it wasn't like it was her job, like she had to deal with this sort of thing every day. "But the Order, I mean ... it's not unthinkable I might have to do something like that again." She paused. "I don't know if I can do it again."
She gave him a small smile. "Thank you." She wasn't sure even having Dylan there at night would help, but it would be better than being alone with her thoughts - that much she knew.