Re: Lori + Scor
There were all kinds of things that Scorpius felt that he would never say. He felt a perfectly awful mixture of second, useless, needy, sad, a lot like nothing. There was no making this better. In a way, he felt like they were already lost.
Kissing him was so easy. They had done it a hundred times, maybe more. It never got old, never got boring, but still he wanted someone and they were not okay, but he gave in anyway, keeping the rest of those feelings in. They wouldn't be able to take it again. He knew it already. His forehead rested against Lori's after he broke the kiss but he was missing that smile, and his eyes that sparkled. He hurt.
"I don't want to lose you. Let's go home." He was tired and had no interest in even bothering with this party.