Re: Craig-James-Dylan (?) Morning
James laughed. "People need to stop thinking dirty things about my tongue." Of course it was a lot more fun when it was Sirius and there was kissing involved, but the joking was good too.
He shook his head. "Nah, I like you as my human pillow. You're the original version, trained and tested for the past nine years. No way, Sirius can be as good."
He looked sharply at Craig, knowing that they weren't talking about the listening and obeying remark anymore. "I'm dying, Craig. I can feel my body shutting down. Pretending keeps me going. It's not you I don't trust; it's myself, because once I stop pretending, I'm not sure there's anything left. So I'm all right, and I'll be all right for as long as I can."