"I'm not really joking. I don't want to remember being sick all the time, bleeding, throwing up, or getting crucioed at random times," he said, not mentioning the fact that it would cleanse him. His heart wouldn't be locked in a vise.
"Don't worry. I won't serve him. I think he has done quite enough." He really didn't see it as an option anyway. "Time still isn't on my side." He knew his grandfather didn't want to accept it, but he had to prepare for the possibility.