"That's what Cormac says." Colin said nodding, "I just ... I know we fit, we always fit, better than anyone I'd ever met before." He stopped and pursed his lips. "I just worry about going slow, the longer it takes the more time Cormac has to change his mind." And that was really the last thing Colin wanted.
Colin pouted when Chris immediately told him he wouldn't be showing him the dance. "Not fair." He sighed. "How am I supposed to dance then?" Truth was he'd never been much of a dancer, and he'd never been able to go any place to try and dance so he'd never had the occasion to learn. It could be fun though, he thought, especially if it was Cormac dancing with him.
He nodded when Chris told him the things he wanted, he could definitely understand that. "You can't change who you are for some bloke." Colin agreed, and he was glad Chris was learning that, if he didn't like you or want something more than to sleep with you for just being you then Colin didn't think he could do something like that. It may have been an old fashioned way of thinking about sex the way Patrick had said, but it was just the way he was. He wanted to be with someone who wanted more than sex, who wanted a real relationship with him and he didn't think there was anything wrong with that.
"Nothing wrong with waiting for the right person." He told Chris. "No matter what anyone else tells you. It's always better when you're with someone who really wants to be with you, for more than just sex." He didn't have a whole lot of experience with sex, but he understood somethings and this was one of the.