Anita Blake (anita_blake) wrote in borderscenes, @ 2014-06-25 12:06:00 |
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Entry tags: | anita blake, richard zeeman |
Who: Richard Zeeman & Anita Blake
Where: Apartment #83
When: June 25
What: Anita needs sex; Richard wants to try
Rating: PG-13 to R -- will update when know for sure
Status: Closed | Ongoing
Anita wasn’t at all sure about this whole thing. Yes, it had been Richard’s idea this time, but she still was worried. Last time the Ardeur rose up with him was something that still played a part in her dreams from time to time. But. But Richard said he wanted to try and help her with the Ardeur this time. While his willingness to even try should be a cause for relief, she just didn’t know if she could survive him turning from her for a second time.. Last time, it had almost broken her – except that she was needed to stay strong for the leopards and the wolves who still trusted her. Richard didn’t see her as the Lupa any longer, but most of the wolves still did. So, for them and the Pard, she didn’t let it break her completely.
She took a breath and then another, deeper one, before opening the door and coming out into the Master Bedroom where all of her stuff was.
“Here?” She managed to whisper, “Or do we use your room?”
Anita was paler than usual her entire body was trembling slightly as she fought the Ardeur with everything that she had. It would make her sick; it would come back stronger if she didn’t let herself satiate it, but this was still hard. She hated that it was something she had to fight to control.