Gladys Gudgeon (gladysgudgeon) wrote in blurred_owls, @ 2008-06-24 17:52:00 |
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Dear Gilderoy,
Work has been busy this past week and I haven’t much had the time to string along a few words to you. I figure you don’t mind since you’re probably fairly upset with me. My intention was never to hurt your feelings but I suppose I have since I have yet to hear from you. I apologize for my bad behavior. If it makes you feel any better Karma has gotten me since my last letter. That coworker I mentioned in the previous letter didn’t work out. There is someone else around that has been keeping me entertained on an intellectual level. He makes me laugh which is rare and hard to come by these days. I feel it’s not really a romantic match. He’s physically appealing yes but – we’re never going to fall in love with each other. He’s not my Prince Charming. We understand that though and that’s what makes us okay. I’d take a good friend over a stupid relationship any day of the week. It’s not exactly the best of timing for one of those anyways.
I’m thinking about moving into one of the safe houses but I still haven’t completely made up my mind. My current living situation has me nervous considering everything that’s been happening lately. I wish I could confide in you more of what I know but it would get me into trouble with my boss. We’re not supposed to be talking to the media about any of it. You’re more like a friend though and I do trust you. Please know that when there is a time that I can tell you something, I will. Your safety is important to me, Gilderoy. I know you’re more than capable of protecting yourself but you never know when you’ll end up at the wrong place at the wrong time. My brother Galvin is coming to stay for a few days soon and I worry about him being here. It isn’t as if he is safer anywhere else but it doesn’t change my outlook on things. How am I supposed to protect all the people I love when I can barely protect myself?
The point of this letter wasn’t to worry you though. It was to let you know that I’m still alive and I still care. I’m sorry again if you’re upset with me and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me for anything I might have said in my last letter.
Love always,