"Shit happens, right?" She tried for a smile. It was weak at best. "It's the nature of the game, and Dad knew the stakes. He knew what he was doing, knew he was good at it, and he really helped people." She just wished she could live up to her dad's and Harry's example. She didn't think she was doing a very good job of it. It was one of the other reasons she never contacted her family. She didn't want to hear the hurt and worry in their voices, and know she was the reason it was there.