Well that kind of was like giving her permission to break down a little bit. The tears immediately spilled over her lashes and her shoulder shivered a little but she was trying to fight it all.
"I'm better than that!" She took back one hand to scrub at her eye in frustration. "I picked up where he left off. Did what had to be done. Fought on the streets for six months! But one stupid vampire makes me lost it."
Random? Maybe. Lacking in details? Most definitely, but she hadn't said any of this to anyone yet. She'd spilled to Murphy, but not like this.