So you might want to start off by apologizing to her for being a jerk. And remember that you have no claim to her and that she can admire anyone she wants, including George Clooney Tony Stark. And if she doesn't want to date to date you, you can't exactly force her to change her mind. Accept it gracefully and if it's meant to happen later because you started acted considerate and self-sufficient, then it will. But yeah, don't worry, I won't let you hit on her.