EMMA.
I understand if you don't want to talk. But Emma, how you feel isn't wrong, they're your feelings, and no one can tell you that you can't feel how you do. You're a child of two worlds, even if you've only ever known one, and that means you don't have to be bound by any one world's ideas of right and wrong.
Good. I think that's too much culture shock for your father to survive and he has a talent for rolling with the punches.