BOYD.
All the time. I've been doing well, yeah, but what if it's just because I've been stifling it all. What if that means it'll keep exploding now? Since then, I've felt even more on edge than before. I still have panic attacks.
It's not the wolf part that's hard for me, though. It's the people part. When these things happen, it's because of the me part of the equation. The wolf just makes me powerful. I need something that will help me control all of it.
It may blow up in my face, but I feel like I want to try.