SCOTT.
Maybe they can't actually help you, but they can listen. You know how it is, man. Sometimes, just letting out how you feel can help you reach some new realization.
Again, I am the king of bottling up as well, I know, so take this all with a grain of salt.
I know there's another Isaac who skypes in with Allie every weekend. Maybe you should set a time here soon just to talk to her.