Don't worry, it's not my life philosophy. Just a random literary connection. That movie freaked me out.
I spent a lot of years being unnoticed when I was alive. I guess it's reassuring to know I'd be noticed if I died.
I've got a good thing going here, though. My pack -- they're alive here. I've got them back. I have my own home and a guy I'm crazy about and I've found something I'm really good at. It makes it easier to push the rest of it down.