Not being replaceable or secondary or easily dropped is something I'm still trying to work through, I guess. Maybe that's why being written off like this doesn't completely make me feel relieved. But it also doesn't surprise me. But yeah. I'm going to make it my choice too. I've been saying I'm ready to turn my luck around, and now I feel like maybe it's possible to really separate from the show and actually do that. I've been pretty lucky here so far, I mean. It can only get better, right? Especially with my assiduous new tutor and his ebullient commitment to new vocabulary.
Hearing you talk like that shouldn't be as attractive as it is.