"I hate public attention mostly because of what I do. The stuff I do...it's dangerous. My face being out there isn't an option because I've only been doing this for a few years, but you'd be surprised at how many enemies I've made. It's sort of why I was pushing you about the security. Paranoia, maybe, but justified paranoia if you think about it. And if I plan on going back to doing what I do, I can't have my face out there. So I guess my options are hide behind the curtain for as long as I'm able and let everyone wonder who the mom is or retire." She moved forward until her forehead was touching the steering wheel. With a groan, she said, "This is such a pain already."