I hope not. I don't know and I'm not just hedging, I mean obviously I'm not. I can't. It's not even about you or anyone else not knowing it was me, I guess. Not really. It's about me, it's like how could I be replaced completely and the world just went on as normal? What does that even mean? Does it matter if it's me or if it's a copy or me or if there's no me at all? That's probably dumb to even think about but I look around and I see people apologising and telling me it was a good liar and it acted just like me and I just don't feel like I'm that unique or special or whatever any more. Not like I thought I was some magic snowflake or something but I thought there was only one me at least. Now I just feel like all that's a lie. We're all just shades of the same colour or something.
I'm upset you couldn't tell it wasn't me and I don't know how long that'll last. It doesn't mean I hate you or anything. I don't.