"No, it's nothing. It's just very different, intense in a way that even the physical stuff isn't... or maybe it's for me. The emotional side of it always gets me more than anything else, and considering the way you affect me when we play, it'll be interesting to see how we both handle it," he said, hoping that he had explained satisfactorily, "but if we aren't ready, then we don't go. It's as simple as that."
Stephen shifted, pressing his back against Adrian's hands, and if their crotches met, it wasn't really his fault, was it? "That sounds great, although as long as we're together and happy, I don't give a fuck about anyone else. I'm quite selfish that way."