"I don't know?" he replied before chuckling. "Baby, I've never been to anything like this before, I don't know what to expect. I won't be able to get away with stuff like at the club, I'll have to behave myself but as for what I see us doing... I have no idea."
He shook his head. "I didn't mean it quite like that. I'm curious about going, nervous of course, but I'd like to know that I can do it."
Adrian sighed and rolled onto his side so he was pressed against Stephen. "I just need to remind myself that I don't do that anymore," he said, more to himself than Stephen. "And that I can't change the past no matter how much I might want to," He kissed him. "I shouldn't have unloaded that on you."