Ernie lost himself in the kisses, loving the way they felt, loving the way Terry tasted and just wanting more. He shifted the arm that was around Terry's shoulders until he could wrap his hand around the back of Terry's neck, allowing him to deepen the kiss a little more.
He wrapped his other arm around Terry's waist and before he could even think about it other than being thankful for presence of the Notice-Me-Not charm, he pulled Terry into his lap. For several moments all that consumed him was the kiss then little flashes of memory came back to him, reminding of what had happened the last time someone was sitting on top of him. He stiffened and pulled away from the kiss, shuddering with reaction as the memory flashes became stronger, visions of Lisa Turpin and Rabastan Lestrange rising in his mind.
He felt Terry trying to move and he wrapped his arms around the other man's waist and held onto him, burying his face in Terry's neck as he took sudden gasping breaths, shivering as he tried to push the memories away.
"Sorry... sorry," he gasped as he finally let Terry go and ran a shaking hand down his face.