"Its still a big game to her, Justin, one that will kill her soon if she keeps playing it."
Antonin turned angrily to Millicent, "But you want to keep playing it, don't you Millicent? You want that potion in your hand more than you want Ella, or Justin, or life itself, don't you?"
"He slapped one hand on his desk. "If you're too big a coward to quit the game, and too big a coward to live, what do you want, Millicent? Should I hold you down and force the potion into your mouth? Or should I just shoot you in the head? It would be quicker and not as painful to the people that love you as watching you kill yourself slowly with potions."