"I don't think there's anything anyone can do. I'm always going to miss them, but it will get easier, right?" He really hoped it would get easier. Maybe a potion would help with that too. Help him stop thinking so much about them so he could sleep.
"That's what I did though, make it bigger than it was," he said, blushing. "I was completely stupid about it. But it started out so good, and was fun for awhile. Seamus was right to end it when he did though. It could have gotten even messier."
Terry blushed again, and shrugged. "He was fun. Well, Jack was fun. He made me feel...I don't know. Attractive, I guess. And Severus was intense, but oddly gentle." He knew this was probably a lot more information than Stephen wanted. "He was my first real shag. That I remember anyway, and that wasn't a half hearted attempt in the loo at Escapism."
He sighed. "Yes, but Adrian turned out to be your Mr. Right. Your soulmate. I just want what you two have. Someone who loves me as much as you love him and he loves you."