You mean the 'dark art' fascination? Oh I remember, and I know you; your not a Lestrange, a next Dark Lord, we all feel the pull- just think of those that you need to stay afloat for if it gets to heavy.
Such as, apparently, this one woman. I'm sure mother would be more then ecstatic to know you're possibly settling down again; but I will keep quiet, until you 'know' more.
He is not nearly as close to God as he sometimes thinks he is or you used to think he was; but we look forward to your owl.