Ernie regretfully stopped when Terry had asked him to. It was tremendously frustrating to mess around with the pace when his desire was this strong. Terry’s movements made up for this frustration but he was eager to get back in control. After Terry’s silent approval Ernie began to trust again, this time at a slightly slower pace, in the hope that Terry would get used to the feeling.
Terry was tighter than any man Ernie had been with before. The feeling of being inside him was brilliant and he truly regretted not taking his boyfriend before, however, that wasn’t true, Ernie didn’t regret waiting that feeling had not been his own. It seemed Ernie continued to slip in and out of the power that was taking over him. Yet, again he gave into the voices control. After all the voice was pleasure and power, while deny it only lead to the painful acceptance of his own inadequacy.