Guiliano 'Jools' Montague (ng_jools) wrote in beyond_dark, @ 2008-05-03 07:45:00 |
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Rabastan,
What have I done? I... I didn't mean to kill them all, it just happened. One minute I did as I was ordered, but then it just seemed that the darkness took over and they were all dead within a split second.
I didn't come into this to kill people, and well, I don't want to admit how much I enjoyed it. The power of casting all those killing curses on top of each other... I don't know why people don't do it all the time - it's so... intoxicating.
I have to go - get out. I can't do this any more...
---Damian,
Fuck, I'm in over my head, and I'm so screwed. You were right. I've just killed a man in cold blood, and his entire family. The thing was, I did it, and enjoyed it. What the hell is happening to me?
I just need...
---Dad,
I need help. I got myself into a bit of trouble, and now I need to get out...
---Mum,
I...
I love you. Give Lu a big cuddle from me and tell her I miss her, and keep her safe. Keep her away from me.
Rabastan,
Mission completed as requested. I need a few days to... adjust a few things before continuing.
GM