No, no, no, it wasn't allowed to be true, only she knew it was and she really couldn't listen when Romy was talking because the pain in her chest was unbearable. 'No!' she called out when Romy wanted to get Justin and Ella. 'Don't, I-' Her voice cracked as she curled herself up to the best of her ability.
'I shouldn't have- Oh God, this is my fault,' she whimpered, not even able to cry out her pain. 'I can't breathe, I-, Oh God, please no, not my baby.'