He couldn't possible tense up any more, and feeling Raphael's arm on his shoulder had only furthered the panic he was going through at the moment. He didn't even know why and that was the infuriating part. He was supposed to be just sitting here with Raphael and being there for him, but here he was going into a panic attack basically.
Nodding he couldn't really speak as he had exhibited with his lack of making sense when he tried. His hand up over his mouth until Raphael had pulled it down now. Brows furrowed inward as he watched the motion happen, and then looked to Raphael with the same small bit of confusion strewn across his face. He nodded his head at Raphael, not meaning to be ashamed. He didn't want to anger the other though. He knew he should have better control.
His fangs were at full extension still, and his eyes widened the more he looked down at Raphael's hand once it had pulled his own away from his mouth. He hadn't let go, he wasn't even sure if Raphael had attempted to pull away and he was holding on. He couldn't make sense of anything that was going on inside of him anymore.
"I ju-" He growled in anger that he couldn't straighten his own mind out to figure his words out in full. "Ahhh this is so infuriating. Why can't I figure it out!"