|Sherri Salvage | Scheherazade (withinastory) wrote in bellumlogs,|
@ 2010-07-30 15:17:00
I was just checking in to see how the full moon went for you! I want to hear all about Henry as soon as possible, okay? Come over for coffee later this week, I'll make chocolate chip cookies.
[a smiley face with scribbled-on pigtails]
Stay away from me.
This is for your own good.
You can't be around me.
[line of scratched out, unreadable scribbles]
If Henry is someone bad, you're going to have to tell me a lot more to scare me off. I'll be by after work!
[the smiley face has a ponytail to one side this time]
This isn't a joke, and this isn't a game. There is a part of me that [blacked-out scribbles] you know nothing about. And even I didn't know much about it until recently.
I can't trust [blacked-out scribbles] this part of me. I don't know how to explain it, and frankly I don't want to explain it. There's nothing to explain. I don't have an excuse.
All I can tell you is that I have your best interests in mind when I tell you to leave me alone. Stop coming to my apartment, stop sending me messages, and stop thinking about me. You're a very good person, Sherri. If I had ever had a daughter, I [blacked-out scribbles] would have wanted her to be like you. And it's because of this that I'm not asking, or begging, or requesting. I'm TELLING you to stay away. The last thing I want is for you to be hurt, and that's exactly what will happen if you don't stop.
Please. Do yourself a favor and forget about me. Take care of yourself and your sister. Protect yourself and her from the darkness in this building - and trust me when I say that there's a lot of it here.
With a Heavy Heart,