"I 'm drunk," she said loudly enough for everyone to hear, "because I don't know what to do." She said it like it was some grand accomplishment, not knowing what to do. "'nd the last time I didn't know what to do was when you slept with someone elsss-" She sat back on the barstool at the elongated s sound, and she crossed her arms and tipped her chin triumphantly at getting that sentence out. The fact that she was only upright because she was receiving assistance irrelevant in that moment of victory.
Will, of course, had no idea that Ella had turned into a puke-drunk mess after their relationship had fallen apart, and so he had no idea that this was a possible downward spiral. "Do you think I need to be more-" she tried to remember the word Helena had used "-vulgar?"