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lotte karsten {christine daaé} (still_lotte) wrote in bellumlogs,

Her eyes remained squeezed shut as Ella criticized her. It wasn't that - she wasn't dumb and she knew who she was. But what Ella didn't seem to realize was what it meant to hear things from before and how every time she heard Erik's voice in her head, there was the suffocating feeling of it being her fault. Her lips pressed together as she restrained herself from bringing up the voices - she couldn't do that in front of Sherri and Bran, they didn't need to know she was crazy.

And then Bran spoke. She took a deep breath because if he said it - and he had Erik, then she couldn't protest. There was no excuse other than confessing she was insane and she didn't want that. Her eyes opened and she looked at him for a long moment, before finally letting her head fall.

"Fine." She didn't look up, adding in a near whisper. "Let's get it over with."