lotte karsten {christine daaé} (![]() ![]() @ 2010-05-17 14:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | christine daaé, phantom of the opera |
Who: Lotte and Bran
What: Hearing things
Where: 1206/1106
When: Backdated to Saturday, sometime after this
Warnings: Crying and crazy.
She'd tried making herself one of Katya's teas after she'd taken a shower. Being clean and pajamas should have been enough to get her to calm down, but Lotte couldn't escape the miserable feeling that had been with her since that morning. Talking to Not-Erik had made her feel temporarily better the day before - but of course, that had let to Ella's accusations and storytelling. Diego's leaving had led to her breakdown in public - the embarassment from that was enough to crush her further. She couldn't go back there now after such a spectacle - and if anyone had seen her, they'd know she really was crazy. And Diego was leaving her, just like...
Before she'd even gotten the kettle out, Lotte was crying again. It was quiet, slightly muffled as she tried to stop - because hadn't she cried enough today? - and she managed to fill her tea kettle and put it on the stove. But her hand shook as she turned on the stove, ending with her giving up. The kettle crashed into the sink and she slumped to the cabinet next to it. She didn't even bother trying to hide the noises anymore, getting louder as everything bad that had happened crashed down on her again. Her father, the voices, the dress from the production, Diego leaving, no one believing her, being unable to write that letter... She couldn't escape it, no matter what she turned her mind to.