Shane Marion (wolfishane) wrote in bellumlogs, @ 2010-04-07 14:40:00 |
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Entry tags: | big bad wolf |
Who: Shane and John
What: Vaughn is a popular topic of conversation these days.
Where: 601
When: After the list went up.
Warnings: TBA
After speaking to John on the anonymous post and then, albeit briefly, to Boyd, Shane was almost sure that Vaughn was behind Boyd's sudden removal of herself from the lives of her friends. There was still doubt, still a vague worry that he was being paranoid, but most of that was banished when the list went up and she defended him so vehemently to the other tenants when they accused him of being a danger, insisted she'd go after anyone who hurt him. That sounded like the Boyd he knew, and had known, not this new one who cut people off without warning and said cruel things just to push him away.
He'd felt angry after talking to John in a way that he hadn't in some time, a slow burn, not explosive and immediate, but the sort that drove him to find out more, to plan, and to seek an appropriate opportunity for an outlet instead of lashing out at the first thing that came close. It ran deeper than that, and even though the part of him that wanted to hurt someone, hurt anyone, was still very much there, it seemed satiated for the moment with the promise that it would get what it wanted sooner rather than later.
The Wolf. He had to come to terms with it sometime. He wasn't so foolish or so quick to shift blame as to think it was responsible for his urge to kill, but it certainly embodied the aspects of him that wanted to, that hungered, that sought comfort in it.
It would be alright, though. Vaughn would get what was coming to her.
So he was going to take steps to find out what Vaughn had on Boyd, what she could possibly be threatening her with that would be powerful enough to make her acquiesce, and to find out in turn where Vaughn was. Talking to people seemed like a good enough way to start, and John seemed to genuinely want to help, so he invited him over to his apartment after the list went up. If nothing else, he owed him a beer.