At the words and the nudge, her expression turned grateful. After the event itself, she had overheard brief comment and conversations about depression and attention, but very few people ever realized that she just hadn't known. "Being reliant on medication is different than being reliant on caffeine," she told him quietly, switching back to English now that it was not so hard to talk about. She couldn't explain why she felt that way, but that was how it was for her.