Lucky for me, nothing will ever be normal in my life. I guess I won the game of Bellum, huh?
But if I fight, I'm fighting him. You just [...] you don't get it Vlad, I know you can't because you aren't like this but [...] I can't hurt him. He's my reason for existing, more than a father - he's practically my God. How do you hurt a God?
It [...] When he was 10, Brian lived in Chicago. He came home from school late one night, walking like usual. Some little animal ran into an alley, and he chased after it. When he went to leave [...] there were two people in there with him, between him and the exit so he couldn't get out. It was a man and a woman and [...] He raped her, Vlad. Not the nice, quick and painless kind of rape either. He had a knife, and he cut her up and cut her up before and during and after. She was just this naked mass of red lines by the end, and Brian couldn't [...] He couldn't get out, and he was 10 for Chrissakes, what was he going to do?
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I don't know how to finish this e-mail. I need a fucking drink