Monday - July 11th, 2011
Who: Riley and Asher When: Night Where: Quinn House What: Asher gets what he wants. Rated: NSFW
It was storming. Granted, it wasn't a real storm, just lightening and a few claps of thunder from the heat, but Asher hated storms. They terrified him. He could remember being in the yacht, out on the water, having the lightening dance all around him, and it freaked him out. He tried to just suck it up and deal with it but he couldn't handle it, so he finally crept out of his room and down the stairs.
Harlow was out. She was sleeping at a friend's house. Jay was gone to the hospital to be with his brother while he was recovering from surgery. That meant there was only one person in the house aside from himself. He hesitated for a moment before he slipped into the older man's room, biting his lower lip as he pondered waking him up. Instead, however, he just climbed in the bed beside him, sliding in close enough that he could feel his body heat, hear his slow and steady breathing, which helped to calm his nerves just a tad. ~~~ Riley was passed out in his bed, he had worked out earlier in the day and it had been a hard work out because he knew Jay would be gone tonight and he didn't want to think about anything so he pushed himself so he would pass out. The eldest Quinn didn't even hear the storm brewing outside. He was dead asleep, sprawled out in his bed.
He was vaguely aware of someone getting into bed with him, it woke him up just a little as he rolled over and started to snuggle with who he thought was Jay coming home to get some sleep in his own bed. He wrapped an arm around him and pulled Asher tighter to him thinking it was his boyfriend. ~~~ Asher hadn't expected the embrace. But it was nice. It was familiar. As much as Riley hated his father, he was a lot like him, at least physically. And even though Asher had been taken and held against his will, there had come a point in his life with the patron of the Quinn family that it became comfortable for the simple fact that it was all he knew. And now he was here, in this place that was entirely foreign to him, tossed out of his element, left to feel like a freak because he was uneducated and inexperienced for a boy his age. It was terrifying, alienating, and the feel of those muscles arms around him and that stout body against him comforted him, in some odd way, by taking him back to a time when he didn't have to think about, nor did he really have any knowledge of, the things he was now facing. So he nuzzled into the older man and pressed his body against Riley's own just the way Ethan would have wanted him to. ~~~ Something was off, the body in his arms didn't feel right but he was so tired he honestly didn't care. He nuzzled into Asher and then made a soft noise, pressing himself against the smaller man's hip. Riley would hate to know that he was like his father in anyway, eventhough he did know that physically they were similar. He kissed the bare shoulder in front of him and almost unconsciously started rubbing himself against Asher, soft sounds escaping him, his mind still thinking it was Jay. ~~~ This was exactly what Asher had been missing. Most people wouldn't understand it, how he could want anything that was even remotely similar to what he had gone through for so many years, but they hadn't gone through it. They didn't have the same experiences that he had had. And maybe he wouldn't even really understand it if he tried to, but he had no intentions of trying to. It just was. And so when Riley started to nuzzle against him, to press against him the way that he did, to kiss his bare skin, it incited feelings in him that were, for him, as natural as anything was. And so he did exactly what he would have done, what would have been expected of him, had this been Ethan in bed beside him. He began kissing the older man's broad chest as a hand slid down to grasp his cock to begin stroking it to life. ~~~ Riley of all people would understand how Asher was thinking, there had been a few times when people found out about his past they were shocked to learn that he was gay and often said it was his father's fault, maybe it was but Riley only desired men so he didn't think too much about it himself. Riley sighed when Asher started kissing his chest but it was when he wrapped his hand around Riley's cock. He knew it wasn't Jay at tht moment. His eyes flew open and he blinked in the dark, lightening flashing outside lighting up the room and he saw it was Asher. "Asher..." He said softly and reached down and gently took his hand away from his dick that was starting to harden. "What are you doing?" ~~~ The softness of the man's voice made him think that he was doing the right thing, at least until Riley reached down to pull his hand away and asked him what he was doing. He could feel his heart beating harder now, fear setting in along with the realization that perhaps he had done something wrong. "I thought you.. you wanted me to." ~~~ Riley didn't want to upset Asher so he was speaking as softly as he could. But he knew that he had upset the younger man. "Asher I'm not mad at you or anything but I was half asleep, I didn't know it was you...why did you get into my bed?" He asked as he held onto Asher's wrist gently so he wouldn't run away. Riley didn't want Asher to feel ashamed like he had in the past when he thought he had made a mistake because of the way he had grown up. ~~~ Asher did try to pull his hand away, but only enough to notice that Riley still had a grip on him at which point he stopped moving. It was too late for him to not make him feel ashamed, however. He already felt it, like there was something broken inside of him that he had no idea how to fix and that everything he would ever do would be wrong. "It's storming. I don't like lightening." ~~~ Riley could feel the shame, the humiliation pressing down on the kid and it killed him. He had the same damn feelings for so long and when Asher said the storm basically scared him he pulled Asher against him and kissed the top of his head. "You can sleep here if you want, the lightening is pretty bad." He said quietly and then rubbed a hand over his back trying to be soothing and irritated at himself since his dick still wasn't softening. Asher was a hot guy and Riley had caught himself looking at him a few times but he just couldn't go over that line...at least not without talking to Jay...he had seen the guy check out Asher's ass at the pool. ~~~ Riley was the king of mixed signals right now. On the one hand, he had pulled his hand away as if he didn't want him to continue. But now he was pulling him close again and comforting him, being affectionate and kind and... It just really didn't compute with Asher that people could do things selflessly. For him, in his experience with Ethan, there was always a motivator, something he wished to gain from any sort of affection or kindness that he displayed. And it was, generally speaking, sexual in nature. So he was confused, and because of such he was still and silent for a long moment before he asked, "Do you want me to take care of that for you?" Yes, he had noticed that Riley was still sporting a slight hard-on at the moment. "I wouldn't mind," he assured him. "I want to." Perhaps he needed only to make that clear. And to further alleviate what he thought could be bothering him about it he added, "And I won't tell anyone. I swear." ~~~ Riley was the king of mixed signals, he always had been but with Asher he knew he would be even more confusing. He needed to talk to Jay because he knew what Asher was craving and he didn't want the boy to go down the road he went down because of his father fucking him up. The question wasn't unexpected but it still freaked Riley out. "I appreciate that but no Asher i don't want you to. I'm not like him, I can hold you and not expect sex." He said softly as he continued to rub his back and tried not to fell l ike a huge perv for touching him this much. ~~~ "But... I..." Asher found that words were failing him right now. He didn't have the vocabulary, not really, to verbalize the way that he felt. It was frustrating, and he exhaled a deep breath in response to that feeling, trying to repress it, but it was there. It had taken root. And there was no ridding himself of it now. And so he tensed up and started to pull away as he muttered, "Just forget it." ~~~ Riley sighed and part of him wanted nothing more than to just pull the boy in his lap, kiss him and fuck him stupid so that he was reassured because he knew damn well thats what would make Asher feel better right now. He sighed at Asher's reaction but didn't loosen his arms. "I want you to stay, please...I...I want you in this bed okay." He swallowed hard, hating admitting this outloud. "I can't cheat on Jay but...I want you here and...do you like Jay?" He asked quickly. ~~~ Asher actually growled a little when he was met with resistance, trying harder to loosen the other man's grip before he finally gave up with a huff and just listened to what Riley had to say. "He doesn't have to know," he protested, then was caught off guard by the quick question. "I.. he's... okay." He was neither impressed nor unimpressed. He'd honestly not spent that much time around him, or it didn't feel like he had at least. ~~~ Riley knew he wanted to get away and part of him wanted to let him go, it would be so much easier if he just let Asher run back to his room and hide. When the kid said Jay didn't have to know it made Riley feel even skeevier than he did already but part of him wanted to let Asher take care of his hard on, he wanted to push it into his mouth and down his throat. Asher disturbed Riley on so many levels, because of what his father did to him...if he wanted him did that mean he and his father had the same taste? Was he like him? "I just...if you like Jay maybe we could work something out?" ~~~ Riley was making him... just frustrated. He kept saying that he didn't want him to do anything to him or with him and yet he wouldn't just let him leave and now he was talking about Jay who wasn't even here right now and didn't even matter and... And then it hit him. Riley wanted this but he was afraid. He wasn't sure why he was afraid but he was and... "Will you please let me go? I'm not going to run off." ~~~ Riley bit his lip but he nodded slowly and let go of Asher's wrist, letting out a breath. "I'm sorry I just didn't want you to run from me...I...the last thing I want to do is something that would upset you." He said softly as he fell back on the bed, sighing as he threw his muscled arms over his eyes. He didn't know if it was the quiet of the house, the way everything seemed surreal with the flashing of the lightening and the crash of the thunder but he found himself talking, saying things he hadn't said to anyone. "I want you and it terrifies me...I try so hard to be nothing like him...and here I am wanting someone he hurt so badly. Part of me wants to hold you and take care of you like a child and another part wants to know what you taste like...I'm such a horrible person." He said softly. ~~~ Asher was going to do one of two things. He was either going to make a quick escape now that he was free, or he was going to overtake the other man and do what they both wanted but Riley was too afraid to admit to. But then the man started to talk and he paused, rethinking his plan of action and instead shifting on the bed so that he could look at the other man while he spoke. "But you went through the same things too, didn't you? So you already know, Riley, that I'm not a child. I'm never gonna be a child. That was taken away from me and... there's no getting it back." ~~~ Riley lowered his arms, and nodded slightly, his eyes averted from Asher. "I know you're not...I know what he did to you, he did it to me first in this house, at that place in florida...even on that boat..." He was silent for a moment and then spoke again. "Neither of us is ever getting it back...but no one will ever understand us like each other." He murmured as he looked up at Asher and stared into his eyes. "Lay with me? I think right now I need you here." He said softly. ~~~ Riley was exactly right. No one would ever understand what they had gone through or how their minds worked or even how their sex drives worked. They would never understand the frustration and the anger that they felt. They would never understand their darkness. And that statement really touched him in a way that nothing ever had before. So instead of just laying with him, which he did, pressing his body against that of the other man, he kissed him hard upon the lips, a hand moving to grasp the other man's face, refusing to let him simply pull away out of fear. ~~~ Riley smiled when Asher laid down next to him, he was glad because he just didn't want to be alone right then. However when he kissed him he wanted to bolt, but he liked it too, Asher had aggression in him and Riley was attracted to it. As much as he knew he should turn away, send Asher back to his room...instead he just rolled on his side to face him and wrap his ams around his waist kissing him back. Knowing he would never tell Jay about this, because as much as he did love him, he didn't understand. ~~~ Asher could feel it, that resistence, and he had expected it. But he could also feel when it faded away. And when Riley wrapped those arms around him and kissed him back, he knew he had him. Asher didn't know what he was. Gay, straight, bi, curious. All he knew was what he felt and right now this felt right. The kiss was hard, deep, angry nearly tangible upon both their tongues, and he groaned, excited by the feel of the older man's body against his own. He pulled away so they could both breathe eventually, but his advances were unrelenting, his lips moving immediately to press kisses against the other man's neck, his chest, licking and biting at his hard, hot flesh as his hand sought out the other man's arousal, a firm grip working to stroke him to life. ~~~ God Carter was so fucking right about him all the time it was really fucking annoying. Of course he was going to fuck up being with Jay, it was too perfect, they were happy so what was the first thing he did....cheat. He had no use for Rez anymore since he came with permanent Rorie who he could not deal with on his best day, Carter wouldn't sleep with him because of Noah...emo brat that he is...so now Riley was making out with Asher...fuck he really did need therapy. But that didn't mean he didn't like it, he moaned into the other man's mouth and bit as his lips before he moved down his body and started biting at him, which caused Riley to groan. "No marks." he groaned out, his hips rolling up into that delicious grip of his. ~~~ And he was a goner. He was giving himself over to it and Asher couldn't be happier. This was exactly what he wanted, what he needed, right now. He was more cautious with his teeth from that point forward, making his way down the other man's body quickly, like a man driven by hunger. And when he came to that glorious cock of Riley's, he dwarfed his father's in comparison, he showed no reluctance in taking it in, ALL of it, with a sharp intake of breath followed by his whole mouth swallowing the length of Riley's cock as his hands dipped down to craddle his balls. ~~~ Riley did his best to ignore the little voice in his head that was screaming at him for fucking up once again and tried to focus on how amazing Asher's mouth felt around his dick. "OH fuck...." He gasped out as he squirmed a little from the sensation. Asher was too good at this, amazing actually and that was fantastic, as long as he didn't think about how the boy learned it all. Riley's hips bucked shallowly and he moaned. "So good." He murmured as he reached down and tangled his fingers in Asher's hair, resisting the urge to be an asshole and shove into his throat, he always had annoying urges like that and blamed his father for them. ~~~ Riley didn't have to think about the impulse and try to ignore it. Asher liked it that way. And so as Riley started to buck his hips just a little, the younger man moved his hands to grasp his hips and began rocking them harder against his mouth as he worked his lips and tongue expertly up and down the other man's shaft. He was vocal, very vocal, moaning and groaning against that hard flesh which only made that thick dick vibrate against his tongue. And then he deep throated him, holding him tight iin his mouth's embrace as he released Riley's hips to let him do as he wished. ~~~ The older man was slightly surprised by Asher's actions and then realized he was treating him just like he would any other lover and that wasn't the case. He knew his father's likes, what he was like during sex...so of course Asher could probably handle anything he wanted to do and enjoy it because he was trained to...and the fact that Riley liked that made him feel guilty...for a few moments and then he shoved his dick into the boy's throat and groaned at the feeling of it spasming around him for a moment as Asher got control again. "Fucking hell, so damn good." he growled out as he tangled a hand in Asher's hair and held him there once his dick was all the way down his throat again, waiting for him to squirm before letting him go so he could breathe. ~~~ Asher groaned once Riley really got into it, taking all that he had to give and still he wanted more. Anyone else would think there was something seriously wrong with the two of them in this moment, and they would probably be right but... Who gave a fuck. Gagging against the other man's dick, he was relieved when he was allowed a moment to breathe, at which point he took advantage of having a bit of room to move, and practically tore his shirt off over his head leaving him in just his jersey sleep pants. "Will you fuck me?" He asked. He knew he may be asking too much and that Riley may not want to go that far tonight but he wanted it. God, he felt like he was going to go crazy without it. ~~~ To normal people something was wrong with them, they were messed up...some people liked sex this way but they were not usually abused and taught how to have sex this way, it was the first way either of them experienced it and they both craved it still. Riley however did freeze when Asher asked him to fuck him, that was way out of his comfort zone but he swallowed and grabbed a handful of Asher's hair and pulled his face into his own and kissed him hard. "Tell me why you want me to fuck you? I want to hear you say it." He growled out, resisting the shivers that were trying to run up and down his spine...Riley liked this so much...and it was why he fucked up his relationship with Rez...he was too much an aggressive freak...but Asher liked it at least. ~~~ Asher practically melted when the man reached out to grab his hair. He whimpered into the hard kiss as his body pressed against Riley's own. The question was met with a deeply exhaled sigh, like a breath he'd been holding way too long. "Because I need a nice, thick hard cock, just like this one..." His hand slid down to wrap around the other man's shaft once more. "Pounding my tight ass, fucking me hard and deep, owning every inch of me, to make me feel whole." If that answer didn't get him fucked, no answer would. ~~~ Those words were exactly the right ones, they flicked a switch inside him that rarely got turned on. All of his lovers were more vanilla, virgins or straight boys and here in front of him was none of those things and he wanted to own him. He grabbed the boy's jaw and squeezed as he kissed him rough. "good boy, hands and knees." He whispered into his ear before he let him go and started to get up onto his own knees, reaching into the drawer for lube and a condom...because if Rorie could end up having assbabies he wasn't taking any damn chances. ~~~ With a woman, Asher was terrified. That was unexplored territory. He was shy and timid and had no idea what he was doing. But with a man, more specifically one who understood him and could and would give him exactly what he wanted precisely how he wanted it, he didn't even think to be shy. A shiver ran through his body as he was instructed what to do and Asher moved quickly and willingly to oblige. God, his pulse was racing, he was nearly panting with anticipation, his skin glistening with sweat. He felt like a junkie about to get a fix, for lack of a better analogy. ~~~ Riley could see the need, the want the anticipation in Asher's body and he smiled, knowing what he was about to do to him would send him screaming over the edge, he was dying for a cock inside him, itching for it...Riley knew what that felt like since he was like that in high school and college. He slid on the condom and lubed himself and then poured some on his fingers and pressed them into Asher so the way would be as slick as possible, but he didn't stretch him...if he knew his father, he rarely did after the first time. He grabbed the boy's thin hips and slowly pushed himself inside him, growling at the sensation. ~~~ That was quite literally all that it took, just that simple act of penetration after so long. Asher managed to get a hand down to grab his dick in time to keep him from cumming all over the sheets, catching it in his hand instead. But he wasn't one of those one and done sort of boys. He was used to going for hours. So after he managed to get his body to stop shaking, something he was sure Riley's dick probably appreciated while buried inside of him, he gave a slight roll of his hips, just to let Riley know that he was good to keep going. ~~~ Riley was barely hanging on from all the spasming and milking Asher's ass was doing to his dick but when the boy rolled his hips after his orgasm, encouraging Riley he almost professed undying love to the kid. He snarled his name and then started to pound in earnest, Asher wasn't going to be able to sit down for days and everytime Riley saw him it would make him smile. He loved the sound of his body slapping against the younger man's ass, the sounds he made...god he was vocal and riley loved it. ~~~ Yes, Asher was vocal. It was a good thing the house was empty, and even better that there was a thunderstorm raging outside. It helped to mask any sounds that neighbors may possibly hear. And the flashes of lightening made it almost surreal, suddenly lighting up the dark room at the most seemingly obscene moments. A mirror toward the side of the bed caught Asher's eye when a flash came and he realized he could see them in it. So he kept watching it, getting strange, perverse snapshots of Riley driving his hard cock into his ass. He felt.... amazing. And it didn't take long before Asher was close to being unhinged yet again as his ass was brutally pounded by the older man.