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Ooooooh. Yeah. I read through that again. Probably unloaded too much at once. Is that all one run on sentence? It looks like it. Yikes.
Anyway. I DON'T feel better. I don't think feeling better even exists. Because I didn't want to make you feel worse and I wasn't even trying to hurt you.
That proves the point I was trying to make. I'm not happy about that. It makes me feel even worse, too.
I don't like that whole nice normal conversation thing either. I think it gave me an ulcer. I have an ulcer now. Great. I have a Thor sized ulcer. It's probably going to explode. Did Asgard explode? I didn't want to ask but hi, Asgard's gone. Whatever. My ulcer is going to explode like Asgard might've. Now I feel bad AND weirded out about Thor.
Oh, before you stop talking to me entirely? You need to know this. I trusted you. I still do. You're the one person in this entire broken universe that I still trust. Entirely. Even if you don't like me anymore.