[private to Bucky]

Another sleepless night means I'm full of energy drinks and self-hatred. That means drinks tonight while you glare at everyone who comes too close and I get over the top, knowing you'll totally beat up anyone who I piss off.

You in?

I love you. Thank you for your support through this. I know this is not what you expected your life to be and I apologize for my part in it.

The fact remains, you are my heart, elskede and I could not live without you.