Trust takes time, but most especially having gone through a traumatic experience as you have. You have the right to take all the time you need, just know that there are those who would like to help you.
My colleague, Charles Xavier is a psychiatrist, with a special focus on trauma, including some specialized treatments that can help individuals manage their trauma symptoms. If there comes a time when you feel that might be helpful, please do reach out.
A year is a long time. It must have been incredibly difficult. Surviving and managing to escape shows incredible strength.