You think so little of yourself. Interesting. I've been there and am still working on improvement.
We don't need to share, but since you brought up your father, mine killed half the universe's population with a snap of his fingers. Gone. Trillions upon trillions of lives, just ashes in the wind, nothing.
This isn't a contest, Human, but if you think you have endured a miserable life, take a number.