Regretfully, during the recent time slip, whatever transpired in the other universe caused me to suffer memory loss of any later events. I recall leading that unfortunate attack on New York and naught much more. I have only my predecessor's journals, where you are mentioned.
If your memories are shambled, then I suspect something similar has befallen you.
Would you like another illusion so you can pass among the Midgardians without being seen as different?