"I'm.." But he trailed off and clenched his hand, just staring across at Jalil. His first reaction was to apologize, of course. But he couldn't apologize for apologizing too much. But he was sorry he kept doing it -- and there he went again. God. Blue eyes rolled heavenward, as if for help, before he looked back at Jalil again.
"I just want to make this better. And I don't know how." A softly admitted statement, from the dirty blonde.